♥ Love can make you laugh; love can make you cry.
Sunday, September 25, 2011, 1:58 PM
When I cry at night, the only thing I can think
to myself is...how can I seem so---perfectly
fine in the morning. Why do I smile like
nothing is wrong? And how does not one single
person notice that I'm not okay?
There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is.
Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did.
There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye.
When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting
Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm
falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the
girl I am...isn't me.
I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like
something is telling me not to let him go. Everytime I follow my
heart...it leads me to him. I mean...what other explanation is
there? Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no
matter how upset I am...I see him and I can't help but smile?
Why is it that when he smiles at me...I get that feeling in my
stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as
much as anyone could ever hurt me...when he lied to me...and I
hated him...why then did I still feel those same feelings???
Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so
"I want to be the girl he turns to his friends and
says "That's her."